A Memorial for a Wild Rabbit
/CW: Animal Death
Your wide eyes and quivering nose
Long Leporidae ears
The chaotic dart and dash of strong lean legs
are a joy to watch
until you run pell-mell into the road.
A scream, high, short, and sharp.
I slowly realize it’s me.
Watching from a patch of green grass.
Wondering if whoever hit you paused
A single moment of their busy day
to mourn. I wonder if they hoped you
might really be okay.
I wonder why they didn’t stop.
But we do, my friend and I.
Stop working, stop everything.
Take long gloves, a crate filled
with shredded paper across the busy street.
I sob all the way home to get a shovel.
I sob on my way back to work
to dig your grave.
I pick a few meager early spring flowers
from my garden.
Young ferns still slightly curled into
fiddleheads.
Lungwort blooms for the breath
taken from you.
Pansies, my Grandmother’s favorite flower.
A few gentle spring violets.
One perfect petunia blossom.
We scatter them across your soft fur
And sift earth across you with our fingers.
Adorning the packed dirt with a circle of rocks.
She places a stone.
I place a stone.
Time stops for a moment, to grieve
a life lost because of a world
where we won’t stop for a moment.